currently:
wanting to write a game to satisfy my personal desire for connection and greater understanding of the world
wanting to write blog posts to feel human, seen and perceived
figuring out how to research after the modern education system failed me and i have no money, skill or will to take on college (i have been out of high-school for many years)
zettelkasten will one day be real but not yet (learning Obsidian, maybe should switch to logseq instead because i don't like almost any non-FOSS software out of principle)